7/10/02

Today is the day that I miss him the most. I guess because today is the day that he was taken away from me. It has been 6 years and still I can't believe it. Some days I can't remember his face and others he is so vivid in my mind. There are so many thoughts and feelings when I think of my dad. My world literally came crashing down when I got that call at 4 something in the morning. I have always felt safe because I knew he was there. He never let me down even though I let him down all the time. He was taken so suddenly that I never got to say I'm sorry, I love you and you meant the world to me. I am so sorry Papa that I kept you up at night. I am so sorry that I couldn't have been better. I am so sorry that you couldn't have walked me down the isle and that you didn't get to meet John. I think that you would have liked him, he reminds me of you. I am mostly sorry that I didn't get to say goodbye and tell you how much I love you. I hope that one day I will get to see you again.
I LOVE YOU PAPA ALWAYS!

Happy Anniversary!

I can't believe that it has been a year! This year has gone by so fast. My love for John grows with each day and I am truly blessed. I am the luckiest girl alive to have a man like John for a husband. One day I hope that we can go to the temple and be sealed. I love my family so much!

Happy 4th of July

We went to an Angels game for the 4th of July. We had so much fun. They had the best fireworks display that I have ever seen. John's sister Ashley came with us to celebrate the holiday. We hope everyone had a wonderful 4th!